My boyfriend, being sweet as he is posted me as his woman crush wednesday. Which is fine and all but the photo that he used is horrible. At least in my opinion.
So I expressed through a friend that I was mortified it was up for everyone to see and she simply said that I should just accept it because he thinks I’m beautiful in the photo.
Is it wrong that just because someone calls me beautiful doesn’t mean I feel it.
His opinion means the world to me but within my own struggle I’ll never feel beautiful.
Growing up I didn’t have it easy to say at the very least and never was considered the beautiful one.
So I don’t have much self-esteem in that area.
To tell me that I should just accept it because someone feels that I am, is just not enough to believe it.
I don’t think I ever will.
If what I felt was based on someone’s positive opinion, my life would be a whole lot easier than it have been.
But that’s not reality is it?
I’m sorry that I don’t feel beautiful, or that I probably will never feel that way.
I know it’s a problem I must fix on my own but until then can my own opinion matter?